ATTENTION: I'm changing my screen name. I think I may be leaving Deviantart within a week as well. I would say I planned to leave here forever but I know that'll be very hard to do. After this week, I don't plan on coming back for quite some time. Any of my good friends on DA, if you wish to know my new SN or how to contact me otherwise--Please send me a private message soon. I am sorry for the inconvenience but I have been left with no other choice.


I've never sat here and stared at this empty content box so long. The past few nights I laid there in bed thinking about all the nasty things I want to say...but I know it's useless to sit here and throw out insults and resort to name-calling or anything like that. I'm not going on blogging websites and telling lies or slandering this person, even if it's been done to me. I'm just quietly asking for this all to stop. Honestly, I'm shocked that I'm finally finding the need to address this mater specifically in my journal.

I don't feel like it's fair that I still have all this guilt sitting on my shoulders while this person continues to act like a child, leaving back handed comments under Ren's work and resorting to cyber-stalking. If this person honestly cared for our friendship, there were a number of better ways to try contacting the two of us. Today I finally decided that a line was crossed, and it's about god damn time I did.


There is so much more I wish I could say but I know it would be a bad decision on my part. I may wrap up this week with a few sketches, unfinished drawings, or writings for my remaining friends on DA or otherwise just to try and express my feelings.

To those of you on here who know the name of this person I'm speaking about, I ask you not to go after them or try and cause trouble. This situation has gone too far already and I suppose both of us are just as guilty as the other. Neither of us are the tyrant OR the victim.

Ren, I'm sorry I haven't stuck up for you like you have for me. You've been there for me every step of the way. I owe you so much...

PJ, you've stood behind me and supported me through this whole f***ed up situation when others would've just been done and over with it.

Sam, I can't thank you enough for all your advice and support. I don't know what I would do without you.

Duckie and Megan, we may not have known each other long but you've been more help than I ever could have asked for. Thank you very much for being there when I needed you.

And the rest of my friends, thank you for putting up with all of this mess. I hope it'll be over with soon.